Your Ignorance Of Thought

Always, to me, your mind was a mystery

that i was able to accept

without discerning the puzzles transitory conclusion

but your torrents of hatred fall upon my deaf spinal cord

unable to interpret your vindictive slander as anything but wind

especially with your skin removed from me

sometimes the past was happy,

sometimes hate filled my chest

i know its so hard for you to come to grips,

with the fact that being with you isn’t the best

im sick of your sharp tongue

I know how you like to dig for danger

attack my character with insult-infused daggers

and blindly accept myths aroused from mangers

your a mindless zealot for companionship

while stabbing the hull with trident missles

abandon ship

dis-hand my grip let the hands swing up

disband your lips for all the vitriol you sling up

don’t bring up, my weakness

an attempt at depravity

exempt from your bleak misery

like feathers from gravity

allow me to mingle, drop hard lyrics on a single,

and follow the path of greatness till the red bell jingles

rip out the shingles start the roof fresh,

im more astute and aloof, you forgot to wind-proof your dress

now the empress wears clothes of oxygen

and im spittin the type of shit that would make apostles sin

Forgotten Realism Theoretics

Canvases began life clean

quiet before bullet rain

pours its heart-stopping capability upon

peasants, residences

they color pictures

their fluid stains canvas

best when fresh, fresh when veins rip

yielded, ever-newer conflagrations,

situational humor perfected for sheepish audience

Acronyms of sin

Contraction , distraction of true meaning,

slumber, struggle to hide truth, loyalty fleeting

bastardly you are, ridiculed critics of murder

clawing at the plastered facade, wailing at walls of

a dead diety

forever dissappearance of love

destruction of mammallian bonds

utlimatum of true mortality

bygone era of restraint

encore the plasma partitions

truth, again, the anathema held, imprisoned 

Misunderstanding Lessons

Sitting alone in a room full of deep freeze

My perspective was destroyed, following the suit of normality

Every time my brain is left to wander,

ponder,

take me to where there is love, yonder

I attempt to avoid, but that path was laid in the past,

arguing about whether happiness’s hair is blonder

Questions always arise, gravity-enslaved balloons fighting, struggling to just fly

Who is the one who will bring my happiness, and forestall my demise

It would be disingenuous to believe, attempt to convince myself that,

love will form the grace of boomerangs

because it isn’t always a world of reciprocation

Laws of nature dictate total anarchical chaos

complete and utter discontinuation of continuity and order

Contraindications exist within us all,

and that which contradicts beauty, is beauty

Mutiso the Poet is correct;

“where imperfection is perfection”

That is nature, exactly

That is the only truth, so many fear to favor

Look to where dirt stains the sheets

Search for the used in markets

Those, that are broken,

are the only ones still whole

they are the ones, who remain with their souls

they face guns in battles,

debase shuns, for, we are chattel

We, unsightly and blind

Crying, begging, screaming and kicking to consume,

yearning to prove how much better you are

When labels are for fools,

Fable’s, fuel

not playing by the sabers rules

I know this is truth, because I live it

Devoid, and destroyed

trying to trick myself into happiness

all the while, knowing

I am more broken than those you deceptively demur

Flirtation with Danger

Unconscious, I still possess more stamina, charisma

animation, sleep walking, you are to alpha anathema

to me, just a victim trapped in a self-esteem bricked prison

and lashing out for getting one millimeter of criticism

the prism is clear, my catechism you fear

fuck your jeers, falsetto spawns, failure to ruminate, or right your wrongs

your pathetic prevarications fall short of intend goals

putrid, dilapitated, futile fighting words

falling flat, the same as your confidence

shortsighted, both in thought, and in actual eyesight

you are not a man, you are a unisex cardboard cutout

forgotten, survival motives,

remaining, cowardly indignation in faces of confrontation

for being in a club called “poetry that sucks”. you sure think highly of your own work

humility should run parallel to greatness

“pride is the mask of one’s own faults”

your mistake? attempting to step into the ring with a bull,

possessing rails as arms,

frailty, your only charm,

absolutely failing to protect your facade from harm

bitches like you get torn down,

mandatorily suicided,

compelling emaciation,

you would get world traded stepping in the street with real dirt

i bet you cower in your pokemon-adorned bedroom wearing real skirts

and being called on your zeal, hurts

 fuck noah the poor

your useless like a broken door

laying in my path of destructive lore

A River You Can’t Swim In

A trillion blades of grass, forming knolls, stained with

truth

sheltering sod from shoes surely that trample

evidence ample, sometimes

life forces , the strife we torch, agitprop machines blast, no worries, i know deceit

about to meet fevers’ edge, with one slash, this is a cleaver pledge,

don’t dredge upon unfamiliar turf, you might actuate dark thoughts from a darker realm,

at the helm, rain pours,

noah the lame whore

it was cute to watch you pretend to be tough, inspiring me to coax you to feign more
your dame bores, but a fitting couple, i know your not hitting supple

thats why your heart bleeds, ah the angst as you grieve

true thieves of delight, keep walking away,

never a conjuration of courage,

i bet you hide in pews

pride is few

and i doubt to you, this ride is new

i know the pathways you walk,

sullen specters that stalk

and i know you ain’t on the mound, midway through the pressure crumbles you,

batter balked

where is the retort, or are you too sad?

not getting that skeeve porked,

your beat dork,

time to back away,

why don’t you sack and pray,
you aren’t touched by the D.U. getting iraqis slayed

Compelled Strata Destruction

Transversing empires, mind scape’s a warpath watching gore splash

atrocities committed for more cash

desert east in a bloodbath

phosphor rains, or be accosted by thug wraith

former foes turned friend meet with militias on sadr street,

get patraeus to greet those wholesome affiliates in the badr fleet

this whole conflicts a scheme

palms gripped for green, land stripped of petro-line

time to beget your dream

hedge threats of sectarian death to their common faces, add alcohol

and watch him relapse; the deplored abomniation

while i become electrons, denying the war machine

grinding against the internal gears, this fucking war’s obscene these whores fiend

and they’ve got your quarter pounds,

go live in green zones blasted by mortar rounds

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deafened by car bombs, sectarians ripped by rounds,

revolutions’ not a whisper, revolutions’ not a sound

open your eyes, deceit blinds with depravity

revolution will not fall, not even from gravity

revolution’s not Hitler, revolution’s not for clowns

Revolutions burning tyrants until ashes hit the ground

splatter rounds, like they fought for theirs, throat seams slashed,

ode to the dead |D r3s1d3nt z, and i don’t mean cash

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coffins draped with nylon, ideologue fabric

neocons=sharia law, feel bombs?=sharia slaughter

knife ripped, through libertine convictions, misery stricken

distal limbs go numb, no twitching

you missed it? sycophantic hypocritical misfits shielded by rhetoric

and air-to-surface ballistics

and all the loyal sheep eat the grass of propagandai

revolution from past bondage proves that old ideas can die

while representing nothing, preaching dedication to god

the wools blinding, fail to see your dedication to fraud

religious stares, hate-filled despond glares

despots causing flesh-rot incinerate palms bare

with 2-ton satellite guided nuclear criticals

one million arabs dead all for narrow gain, political

atypical warfare, guerrillas in disguise

sadly misled illogic-fed hegemony toward demise

——————

deafened by car bombs, sectarians ripped by rounds,

revolutions’ not a whisper, revolutions’ not a sound

open your eyes, deceit blinds with depravity

revolution will not fall, not even from gravity

revolution’s not Hitler, revolution’s not for clowns

Revolutions burning tyrants until ashes hit the ground

splatter rounds, like they fought for theirs, throat seams slashed,

ode to the dead |D r3s1d3nt z, and i don’t mean cash

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I see neglect towards ganders, adept for goose

prejudicial slander intercepts the nylon noose

spray krylon, for all the fallen, their families that cry on

die on, all in the name of homeland for zion

my prides gone, rope chokes the life, air deficit

dive bomb and waste away the desert spared desolate

i see red, thieves bled, from tehran to riyadh,

deceit flawed, rescue their women imprisoned in hijabs

Pain is only semi-universal

Why fight

for one over another when both bleed

the same

Supporting satin antecedents, ones

that benefit someone

even, against the flames of liberty

Horns form to spur opponents

to spar over claimed territory

lacking legitimacy, they are one and same

words now, worthless

dollars go into the bombs,

the fear and submission bubble, carpet vaporized

hard to render this blood bath deceased in rubble

too naive to understand why

slaughter is necessary

and dedication, allocation of mandatory donations and our reputation

at stake, while the fray would be flattened

if they could comprehend their fate

folly of their actions

pain would only begin to lecture

ripped fingernails isn’t even level one torture conjecture

lose your life for those who did nothing to you, and lost theirs

misplaced, fooled and misled optic nerves, leading only to ends,

never realizing, destruction from means,

they prove that pain is only semi-universal

Broken Pride, poor ass protezoa

You thought it was over, assault on your piteous retorts, expired

yeah right, and the sun doesn’t rise in the East

ammunition not depleted, under element hoods in the street,

surmising a west side duel while dressed in defeat

arriving to any circumstance that offers more of your minimalist refuse

will be another day i slander your ass for what you are[bozo]

My eye sight isn’t perfect, still superior to yours,

Watching your soul vanquish at sights of opposition

on the brink of disaster,

how much you fear solitude now,

is nothing

held in comparison to the cold you feel,

when i pull out the cold steel,

these are weapon words,

fighting for nothing but pleasure

watching you fall back into excavational holes soaked in depression

failure stalking you again

you might command words, but there isn’t much more you have a hold of,

you’re an amateur in my world,

lacking survival instinct

bow, coward

its past your bedtime

Bone Density Failure

Tough guy noah, wielding words,

lesser writers follow you in herds,

minimalist to the bone, indeed,

once fingers stop typing, literacy freed

your a poor excuse for a mammal

heart too warm to hunt in camo,

thats why youve got night lights in bed,

cry at desolate lonesome fights in head

Contrary to your fake words, I never said to reliquish,

even though reading your blather, happiness extinguished

your not hard enough to face a real mans battle,

incessantly shaking, feeling hands rattle

continue your pathways, there are a few good works

but crossing me yields brooding perks

that girl you write about visiting in your dreams,

would submit,sadly, to a sub-par scheme

allow me to abash your repellent aroma

she could evaporate from your sides like a kettle provoking steam

Failure to fully disclose upon inductio

Oh, oh, blizzard blinds weak passers

cannot pay attention with cash and condescension

glass encasing faith laid to waste,

ego death in your disgrace,

fealty, misplaced

the race racing

dilapidated basements, a loyalty loner

lost in ages past, cannot you see?

rage=wraith

stuffing your face, deadlier

heart race racing,

busted, cardiac friction, the pace maker wasted now,

i bet you would feed on a basted cow,

fall on boned knees, as your deception drips from the faucet,

taste and bow,

hesitations aroused, scared, now the fear leaped forward,

deceits important,

proofs=impalpable

our natives scalped, kool aid pitchers shattered,

now the red sugar is on your hands, portray scams, stalking foreign suspects, travel in bands,

oh, oh

they didn’t say freedom tasted like this,

whoa, out of control now, speakers blown,

monitor thrown,

the weaker bones fall, cuz you dodge it scared

logic impaired

keratin closet naired

oh, oh they never told me the burden so heavy,

bevy of

atrocities failing levees: the prevalence

and a fucking paucity of evidence

you cannot handle breadths of vituperation

you racist

you, the basest, despot

failed regime, blowin failed schemes,

attacking innocents because of your derailed dreams,

as i impale your esteem

sins will fail you, indeed,

sloppy with greed,

truly still under misinformation consternation

they always told me money tasted of power,

all around me are soulless thieves, motives gone sour,

so impotent, they all cower,

insinuating glowers

and i won’t stop until the truth comes out under towers